Numb. That was me. So used to it by now. The screaming, the neglect. After he was done with his cussing I didn't even feel safe when he leaned over me. I don't know if he could tell I didn't like the kisses or want them. But then he left, to get me tampons, which was all I asked for afterall. But he was too busy playing video games. I guess I must of sounded like one of those annoying flies that just won't stop bugging you. I felt like it anyway. My heart sank a little deeper. But it was okay, I told myself that anyway. Meanwhile, I was wondering if anyone who had seen that scenario play out would feel any pity for me. How pathetic. I hoped they wouldn't. Getting your period is the worst part of the month and I'm pretty sure any girl out there who might stumble upon this would agree. And it totally sucked to be treated like that all because I asked my boyfriend, whom I live with, to buy me tampons. At least I know I'll be buying them next month and won't get any grief about it. Now I'm going to sign off because you know who will be back. yay.
fucked up in the head