What do you do when you give your all to someone else;s situation and you still end as the bad person? I can say that don't like negativity and I can say that life has taught me so much. I have been a relationship where I was used and verbally abused. Is it healthy? NO
I have been cheated on, lied on, and made to look stupid. But for the most part, I lost myself in someone who really didn't lose his self in me. Getting back in the dating world was hard after I became a widow because I never thought that I would be cheated on. Maybe I was nieve and maybe it the fact that believe that there is good in everyone. Who knows!!!
That relationship in its self taught me a lot. I had to learn the hard way. I blamed myself and it took a toll on me. I sunk into this world of why me? Why did he hurt me? What did I do to deserve such pain? I never thought that my heart could feel so much hurt. Hurt that I had NEVER felt before.